My Apology.

**Hanging On** · **My Apology. -** 09-28-2009, 03:52 AM

First of all I would like to say sorry to the people im about to let down.

My first day on silabgarza was pretty good, everyone was nice, none of the staff abused, and it was like a small family to me. As the time went on many of my friends quit, but that didn't make me quit aswell. Ive been banned and muted, that didn't stop me either. Ive been through 2 full item and account resets, and also a personal account reset. Ive been through abusive staff, and losing lots of friends that way. Also scammers, scamming 1bil+, Hourley server resets losing 10bil+, and for some reason i still stayed on.

As my time went on I decided to become moderator. After countless times of talking to players, and getting spammed with pm's, I think Gir, and the other staff noticed me. It only took what? A year? How would this make you feel. You spend 1 year on a server, FINALLY get staff, then someone joins the server, stays on for a week, and instantly gets staff. Obviously i did something wrong.

This is to the players......

1) I want you to remember me by how when you asked me something I responded immeditally, and did not respond with CBA, also when you needed me I would tele to you right then and there, no questions asked.

2) I would like you to remember me by how when I would end an argument by doing emotes to cheer you up, everytime it went from people being mad at each other, to people being happy, and some actually friends, and glad they talked to me.

Im not trying to be mean, or to let you down, I know you knew you could always count on me for anything, anytime, anywhere. Im just tired of helping everyone, getting spammed with pm's, all for Nothing.

To all staff members....

1) Im sorry i wont be there that much anymore to have fun, and to you with anything you needed.

2) Im sorry I couldnt save more staff members from quitting in the past, Only got two of them to stay.

3) Im also hoping we can still be friends when im not staff anymore.

And finally to Gir......

1) I obviously have failed you in some way, was it the times where I was the only staff member on? or the times when I un-nulled the server twice by myself?

2) Im sorry I didnt suck up to you when you logged on, I obviously should have, but i was too busy helping other people.

3) Im sorry i wasnt with you when all the other staff member were. Someone had to keep people from breaking rules.

I want you to demote me for 2 reasons:

1) so i don't have to worry about being the very best mod i can be anymore.

2) So i dont have to get spammed with pm's, and type ::xteleto every 30seconds.

Again guys, Im not quitting, I just want to be demoted.

**Mr0wnage** · 09-28-2009, 12:00 PM

Sadface Jelicia :[

**cheat death** · 09-28-2009, 01:25 PM

felicia, I won't let you get demoted!

I WILL NOT LET IT HAPPEN!

**4770** · 09-28-2009, 01:25 PM

I can see some of your points and if anything i am glad you are not quitting. I am very sad that you are actually asking to be demoted so it must be pretty bad for ya. Any ways i have to put a

becuz i thoght u was a great mod and enjoy being a normal player again

**Black Sasuke** · 09-28-2009, 01:32 PM

thats pretty bad i liked u as mod cause u helped every time i was so booooored and u always make meh happy 2 bad u want to get demote but i dont rlly see y

**Admin Zane** · 09-28-2009, 04:09 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by hanging on

First of all I would like to say sorry to the people im about to let down.

My first day on silabgarza was pretty good, everyone was nice, none of the staff abused, and it was like a small family to me. As the time went on many of my friends quit, but that didn't make me quit aswell. Ive been banned and muted, that didn't stop me either. Ive been through 2 full item and account resets, and also a personal account reset. Ive been through abusive staff, and losing lots of friends that way. Also scammers, scamming 1bil+, Hourley server resets losing 10bil+, and for some reason i still stayed on.

As my time went on I decided to become moderator. After countless times of talking to players, and getting spammed with pm's, I think Gir, and the other staff noticed me. It only took what? A year? How would this make you feel. You spend 1 year on a server, FINALLY get staff, then someone joins the server, stays on for a week, and instantly gets staff. Obviously i did something wrong.

This is to the players......

1) I want you to remember me by how when you asked me something I responded immeditally, and did not respond with CBA, also when you needed me I would tele to you right then and there, no questions asked.

2) I would like you to remember me by how when I would end an argument by doing emotes to cheer you up, everytime it went from people being mad at each other, to people being happy, and some actually friends, and glad they talked to me.

Im not trying to be mean, or to let you down, I know you knew you could always count on me for anything, anytime, anywhere. Im just tired of helping everyone, getting spammed with pm's, all for Nothing.

To all staff members....

1) Im sorry i wont be there that much anymore to have fun, and to you with anything you needed.

2) Im sorry I couldnt save more staff members from quitting in the past, Only got two of them to stay.

3) Im also hoping we can still be friends when im not staff anymore.

And finally to Gir......

1) I obviously have failed you in some way, was it the times where I was the only staff member on? or the times when I un-nulled the server twice by myself?

2) Im sorry I didnt suck up to you when you logged on, I obviously should have, but i was too busy helping other people.

3) Im sorry i wasnt with you when all the other staff member were. Someone had to keep people from breaking rules.

I want you to demote me for 2 reasons:

1) so i don't have to worry about being the very best mod i can be anymore.

2) So i dont have to get spammed with pm's, and type ::xteleto every 30seconds.

Again guys, Im not quitting, I just want to be demoted.

Probably the BEST written thread that has a message. And it really means you spent time into getting demoted.

In that case. As you wish, your NOT getting demoted. Sorry, see you on felicia